Episode 5 coping strategy… draw Nico Mirallegro.
I haven’t drawn properly in months so it’s pretty shoddy, and I half-arsed the clothing because he was wearing some wool thing that was impossible to draw. I tried scanning it but so much of the darkness in the hair and face was lost, so I took a photo instead.
I take it back. I don’t love Liam anymore.
went shopping. f21. h&m. target. target was disappointing, but i got the cuuuuutest cat purse at h&m (and more flats). i got more bodycon bandage skirts and a floral peplum top at f21.
going to barton springs tomorrow, i think? idk. might be too cold to swim. then maybe another night of dancing. kinda wanna go to rain since i only go when michael is around. whew.
Today is the first day I’ve seen the sunrise in a while. I usually wake up after noon.
I’m down to three days a week at work. I’m probably going to quit soon. A co-op is not for me. I think I’m meant to fly solo. Making decisions with a bunch of ambivalent people is really tough. It was so good at first. I’m really disappointed.
I’m not willing to work hard to make it what it needs to be. I feel like I would have to step up and take on a lot of responsibilities. My mental health would suffer more than it already has, and I’m not interested in finding out if I’m right.
Friday night, we wrapped donut dough around tofurky dogs and fried ‘em. They were super greasy and yuck. Last night, I made a corn dog batter and tada! They turned out super fucking good. :D